Little things
I'm the type of girl...
who appericiates very little things.
thy may seem like rubish to others,
but they are my treasures.
just the phrase "wished it was you" tickles me inside.
even if that wasn't your intention.
Itty bitty quirks you may take as a joke
I treasure.
like writing our names under an umbrella on a school wall
like the rock on my dresser from that day at the beach
I know you have the matching pair
like a novelty picture I took with someone special
i keep it in my wallet
recylcing craft you made in class
and gave my on valentines day
I'd never throw that away.
a card where you wrote "you're special"
is tacked to my pink wall.
just smiling when I come
these itty bitty little things,
that others brush off
are so important to me
That I can hold my chest
and feel the warmth radiating from my heart
and share that warmth, with all those I love
so we can watch the snow fall
but not feel it's bitting cold
who appericiates very little things.
thy may seem like rubish to others,
but they are my treasures.
just the phrase "wished it was you" tickles me inside.
even if that wasn't your intention.
Itty bitty quirks you may take as a joke
I treasure.
like writing our names under an umbrella on a school wall
like the rock on my dresser from that day at the beach
I know you have the matching pair
like a novelty picture I took with someone special
i keep it in my wallet
recylcing craft you made in class
and gave my on valentines day
I'd never throw that away.
a card where you wrote "you're special"
is tacked to my pink wall.
just smiling when I come
these itty bitty little things,
that others brush off
are so important to me
That I can hold my chest
and feel the warmth radiating from my heart
and share that warmth, with all those I love
so we can watch the snow fall
but not feel it's bitting cold
Storm clouds
will soon go away and bring the sun!
the water that fell in that dark period,
will make flowers bloom,
and bring smiles to everyone's faces!
^ ^ don't worry about stuff that happens! worry is just a meanie little bug that eats you up from the inside!
bad experiences and such have potential to help you grow as a person! Just like a thunder storm. It's dark and scary for a while, but it goes away and nuritious the spring time.
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sooo, my mommy shaved my poor little Kiki the other day. ;A; MY POOR DOGGIE!
SHE'S ALL NAKED! AND WINTER'S COMMING SOON!
plus I'm all excited for making my dress~ it's going to be so cute!
although, I am having trouble comming up with a colour scheme...
help?
the water that fell in that dark period,
will make flowers bloom,
and bring smiles to everyone's faces!
^ ^ don't worry about stuff that happens! worry is just a meanie little bug that eats you up from the inside!
bad experiences and such have potential to help you grow as a person! Just like a thunder storm. It's dark and scary for a while, but it goes away and nuritious the spring time.
~~~~
sooo, my mommy shaved my poor little Kiki the other day. ;A; MY POOR DOGGIE!
SHE'S ALL NAKED! AND WINTER'S COMMING SOON!
plus I'm all excited for making my dress~ it's going to be so cute!
although, I am having trouble comming up with a colour scheme...
help?
NOT FIT FOR ME!
This whole week I've been super gummbled with homework and assignments!
I'm trying to work harder since my grades aren't so great.. ^ ^;
I need to try harder and get better grades! I don't get second chances after this year!
it's so scary! I really don't want to grow up, I like things the way they are now.
I'm so afraid of loosing my friends and not living with my family... I'm still just a kid!
I don't understand alot of things.. especially my feelings.
I wish sometumes I could just... become like a stone! cold and unpenitrable! then nothing would ever get me down! >w< Lately I've been getting depressed easier... I hope I didn't inherite that from my mother.
and no matter how many times I pick myself back up, I always end up falling back down into that cold dark hole that makes my tummy all icky when I wake up, that makes me cry when I someting so little happens. maybe it's the stress of becomeing an adult? maybe my mind hasn't caught up to my body yet so I'm being punished.... I don't know. All I know is that I hate myself for being selfish and weak in heart. If I dont' speak my mind I feel like crap, If I DO speak my mind I mess up alot of things.
Prom is comming up soon and, I thought that it was suppoed to be a happy thing, but there's so much drama into it. *sigh* I have a feeling that I won't enjoy it at all. for multiple reasons.
none the less, I will were a happy face and make the best of everything! If you have a negative view, the world is a scary place, I'd rather live with my mind set that the world is essentially good and so are the people!
I'm trying to work harder since my grades aren't so great.. ^ ^;
I need to try harder and get better grades! I don't get second chances after this year!
it's so scary! I really don't want to grow up, I like things the way they are now.
I'm so afraid of loosing my friends and not living with my family... I'm still just a kid!
I don't understand alot of things.. especially my feelings.
I wish sometumes I could just... become like a stone! cold and unpenitrable! then nothing would ever get me down! >w< Lately I've been getting depressed easier... I hope I didn't inherite that from my mother.
and no matter how many times I pick myself back up, I always end up falling back down into that cold dark hole that makes my tummy all icky when I wake up, that makes me cry when I someting so little happens. maybe it's the stress of becomeing an adult? maybe my mind hasn't caught up to my body yet so I'm being punished.... I don't know. All I know is that I hate myself for being selfish and weak in heart. If I dont' speak my mind I feel like crap, If I DO speak my mind I mess up alot of things.
Prom is comming up soon and, I thought that it was suppoed to be a happy thing, but there's so much drama into it. *sigh* I have a feeling that I won't enjoy it at all. for multiple reasons.
none the less, I will were a happy face and make the best of everything! If you have a negative view, the world is a scary place, I'd rather live with my mind set that the world is essentially good and so are the people!
Confessions
I try so hard to be cute.
I excersise to have a nice figure,
I cleanse my face so I don't have that icky oily look,
I try not to eat junk foods so I don't break out/ get fat
I try to co-ordinate my closet to make cute outfits
I try and sit like a lady when in presence of men
I try not to speak to loud or roudy
and I try to choose my words carefully
even with all this, I'm still not as interesting or pretty as some of the people I know.
I feel like I will never find my prince or have my romance.
; _ ;
I excersise to have a nice figure,
I cleanse my face so I don't have that icky oily look,
I try not to eat junk foods so I don't break out/ get fat
I try to co-ordinate my closet to make cute outfits
I try and sit like a lady when in presence of men
I try not to speak to loud or roudy
and I try to choose my words carefully
even with all this, I'm still not as interesting or pretty as some of the people I know.
I feel like I will never find my prince or have my romance.
; _ ;
What Life should feel like
Warm soft petals
fall from the orange scented sky
Our feelings swirl into a vat of overwhelming joy
as we begin our journey,
hand in hand,
The warm wind gently blows at our backs,
telling us "it's okay"
with a smile you turn to me
and we leap
into the wonderful unknown
fall from the orange scented sky
Our feelings swirl into a vat of overwhelming joy
as we begin our journey,
hand in hand,
The warm wind gently blows at our backs,
telling us "it's okay"
with a smile you turn to me
and we leap
into the wonderful unknown
