An ideal life, like the gentle cloud

I just get into these weird moods where I feel useless, dumb, pathetic and like, generally annoying to everyone. Now I know this may not be the case- and I don't like this ickiness that plagues me. I get so down after one bad thing that happens, even after 10 good things happen! And then I feel really petty for having those feelings.
I often fantasize about being a cloud.

It's strange, I know.

But clouds are fantastic. Soft, gentle and breezy. They are exist, yet they don't. I'd like to live a life where I can float along easily, quietly blending in with the scenery, sometimes beautiful, sometimes invisible. I think that would be a nice lifestyle to have.

On the otherhand, I seem to get these icky feelings when I'm left alone for too long, or go unnoticed. Then I feel like I'm just desperate for attention and I should get over myself- aaaand I go back to wishing I was a cloud.

I wonder if everyone thinks this way...
maybe it's just me ^ ^;

Comments

Princesses shouldn't try to escape their princess'ly duties! There is nothing wrong with wishing for escape, but the best thing to do when you feel shitty and needy is to indulge yourself.
I find that when I'm in a bad mood, the things that usually works is when I do what makes me feel good. A nice bath, a good book, refreshing tea! Watching some sappy, shoujo anime, taking a walk and best of all, shopping! Nothing crazy or extravagant of course, but lets say that lipstick I've been wanting forever or the pair of earrings I've had my eye on. Almost always works!

Although when things get so down in the pits that nothing feel-good'y works, I ask someone for a hug :)

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まとめ【An ideal life, like 】

I just get into these weird moods where I feel useless, dumb, pathetic and like, generally annoying